WAN LING
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health is youth
now that she's working full-time,
she needs her sleep and fun more than ever,
her snacks and entertainment
of course her family and friends
and her boy too
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Frustation with Myself
Friday, November 13, 200912:23 AM
i predict i will drop back to 2nd lower after this semester.
/edited/ okay i think what happened just now was a serious mood swing. damn, i forgot PMS is approaching. Made me down Ben & Jerry's Choc Chip Cookie Dough ice-cream at 2am. Sinful ): and the 幸福 that came with it lasted only for a short while. I soon found myself whining about how fattening such late night indulgence are. ): not just because i am having concentration problem, or i have been drugged by god-knows-what and my speed of understanding has dropped to almost zero, and also because i am either taking super easy thus hard to score, or super tough thus hard to do modules. ): stupid BA219 module, i should have S-U you! if only i know you were ALL about memorising content, i would not have chose you in the first place. I perceived you as a calculations and a confirm-A module. How gullible I was. And the worst thing is so many concepts inside you contradict what I have been learning in derivatives classes. ): Gosh its a torture studying you. Principles of Risk Insurance, An actuarial science module, beware! It's really easy to understand, but the tutor just wants you to vomit out everything in the textbook about insurance. And that's not my way of mugging. (*%&(&%(#@*$)(@*)@&%(@*R%(#&%(#*^(^%(@!$()@& |
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