wanling

i will flee if i can

Wednesday, October 21, 20091:02 AM

Now that my dearest joanne and lisan are both leaving me to europe next year for their exchange, i am feeling really upset (and also filled with envy) that i cant go for any exchange program.

i really yearn to have the experience of studying in a complete foreign land for a whole good few months. and i cant tell u how much i really really really want to do so.

not just because both my sibling went to denmark,
not just because my two best friends are going europe as well.
but purely because it has and will always be something on my '10 Things to do before I kick the bucket' list.
and the fact that i had an awesome time in U.S because there was pretty much nothing major to worry about, makes me wanna flee the country where grades are always everything and one just feels so restricted by the surroundings.

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and because i am in a 3 year course. my last year is committed to stupid FYP, i am deprived of the chance to go.

gosh and to think others are actually jealous that we are graduating one year before the rest, seriously there are many who dont wish to. and we are losing out on alot as compared to those who get to try out many other stuff before embarking on the one way journey to the working society.

if i can rewind time back to a year ago, i swear i will try much much much harder to fight for a position for exchange. or at the very least, i will not stupidly make HK my first choice when my GPA was nowhere close to a 4.7.

gosh. maybe heavy downpours make one more emotional.

Labels: emo

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