WAN LING
♥
health is youth
now that she's working full-time,
she needs her sleep and fun more than ever,
her snacks and entertainment
of course her family and friends
and her boy too
♥
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i need a balance
Monday, September 14, 20091:47 AM
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it feels like i overloaded my semester. or maybe its just because i am not used to doing so many tutorials and readings. the past year had been nothing but project madness and bombardment of meetings. this semester, is well, back to Year 1 mugging and reading room(s). i kind of miss those projects, presentations and constant brainstorming. and suddenly with no more external committments, with the thought that next year i will be stuck in an office doing a boring job for the rest of my 40 years, there is a sudden urge to join something new. something unexplored by me, and that in my life, is almost unlimited. then again, maybe i just need something really big to look forward to. maybe holidays, close friends' wedding or learning a new skill! ------------- holidays? i have friends asking me to go japan, batam, vietnam; cousins trip to langkawi/phuket; mum who just wants to go o/s. But i got this freaking (*&$@*^$@& complusory professional attachment i have to do. so anything not during weekends are off. oh and fyp will take up all my nights. so well december, = no life. now thinking of the plans to join something again. that was not being practical anymore. i need to pull my grades, at least till something i dont feel ashamed of telling. what's GPA 4 when everyone seems to be hovering around 4.4 or at least on dean list before? sigh. sorry for all the sudden outburst that i just had to add in despite posting this entry. probably PMSing. maybe tmr my life will look brighter. afterall, its all about perspectives right? P.S joanne! when are we taking up our dance sessions! (: |
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